sister and family

i dont like it... my sister is in jail....... for stuipid traffic violations me and tonya has always been close and has always been there for each other! she is really the most caring person i know she makes sure she does everything to help people even if it screws her! not being able to talk to her and know that is ok! feels like she is dead... i hate this feeling!!! well on the positive note... landon went to the dentist for his check up! and he has no cavietys and he did great!!!! he sat there and let them clean his teeth, xray! lol he is so cute! and his graduation was last thursday on the 26th! he was the only one dancing and singing and he did his part perfect!!!! " letter t says time, top two, a line with a hat and thats what you do" i was so proud of him! yesterday was me and matts annviersary! it was my turn to chose the date so we went for matts FIRST massage! and he loved it!! yay!! then dinner at texas road house and then the movie! i had a great time!!! i love this man! he spoils me and im so happy im married to him!! now about mylie.... she can sit up by her self now! aw my baby is getting so big! she still HATES  baby food but she is so smily! she smiles at everyone and she loves her mama!! she always wines when she sees me cause she knows im the one that feeds her or picks her up or puts her to bed! i love her so much! i have great kids!! and mylie is finally growing hair at 6 months! i love my family!
she sits up by herself!

 going to the dentist

 first time using a tooth brush! brother was showing her how!

 best buddies

at the dentist!

 no cavities

 graduations day!!

 going down the slide by his self

 feather!!

 they love each other!!

 my baby!

 so smily!!!!!

 he did so good at the xrays!

my baby girl is 6 months

her half birthday was yesterday!! omg she is getting so big! she went to the doctors for her 6 month check up! she weights 19lbs and 26 inc long.... still short but chubby! i wouldnt ask for anything more! she still hates baby food! oh ya she shivered for the first time in the tub  on may 14th! omg it was so cute i was trying to get a picture but she stoped! she still grabs herself when she wants a bottle and now she is holding her bottle by herself! she still doesnt roll or really move and i dont care she will do it on her own pace! she still loves her soft blankets and her mama! she loves the trampoline and when her brother jumps her oh my she loves him so much! she is starting to sit up by her self! she is still so wiggly she cant hold still!! lets not forget our little buggy! he is getting to big he started his second round of swimming lessons and he is not afraid of anything! he just goes for it and thats like his mama! i cant wait till he starts swimming! he is graduating preschool on the 26th! how exciting! oh how i love them! i love my kids! me and my husbands second annverisary is the end of this month! i get to plan it and im taking him on his first massage ever!!! yay!! my aunts funeral is on saturday... im not looking forward to it! it really just means that she is gone but in a better place!!oh on sunday i finally saw one of my friends ashley she just got out of jail and i hope the best for her! she is amazing and i hope she can stop this drug addiction! i really do miss her!

rip anna

my aunt died today......5am! so sad..... i wasent really close to her but i still loved her she is family! she left 2 boys and a girl behind and a grandson thats not born yet! i went to see her yesterday for the last time and it was hard! i kept thinking what if someone close to me is in the same situation?? man i cant imagine my mom or sisters or anyone! i miss her it doesnt seem like she is gone but at least she is not suffering anymore.... and her dad is waiting for her and now she gets to see him! my baby is 6 months today and anna died on mylies half birthday.....sad

hello!

I havent wrote in a week or so... so thought i better! everything is going ok... still school work kids! its really busy but im just wanting to get this schooling over with!  Mylie is getting bigger and bigger every day! she gets so excited to see her mama and bottle! i love her so much! and landon is also getting bigger he is my little terrior and love him to death too! he can be so sweet sometimes and i wished it stayed that way! my moms birthday is today and landon made her a card! i hope she liked it! me and my husbands annversary is the end of this month and i get to plan it!! yay! i kinda like planning it but i like it better when he plans it and surpries me! but we will see! the wather is finally getting better its in the 60's now! mylies first easter went great the kids woke up to there baskets! we went to my family party first and it was great seeing every one! and my pour aunt has cervical cancer and she looks so sick! it makes me sad seeing her like that because she use to be so happy and talkative and now she is just sitting in a wheel chair sick as a dog! its so sad!! but after my family we went to matts family! and it was nice seeing everyone there too.. but still kinda akward! i love seeing family and doing family things i think family is teh most important thing! it was funny when landon was doing the easter egg hunts cause matt told him to run far as he can and when he did he missed all these eggs in front of him and ran all the way to the other side!! lol ahh oh well it was funny!