sad day

my grandpa anderson! lost his battle on lung cancer today! i miss him so much i havent seen him since my wedding almost 3 years ago! and i should of went and saw him! im so mad! i have to live with regret because he couldnt of stoped smoking! im glad he is in a better place and i hope he knows i love him so much and to let my grandma chell know that i miss her everyday and still wishes she was here!im so happy she gave me my baby girl! i know she ws in that process! grandpa please be my angel i knwo im going to need you too!! rip!! he died at 1:20! love you!!!

my mys first bday!!!

my big girl!! she has gotten so big and her own personality! she switched to whole milk just fine! she loves her mama still!! she will not let me out of site! we went to her one year old check up and she had to get 4 shots! she she weight 25lbs and 29 and half incs long and she is looking great! at the doctors landon got his first flu mist lol. he was freaking out! we had her first birthday on nov 19th and 1 and we had turkey and a bunch of sides! we started with a pinata! then mylie opened her present then we did cake and she was so scared all of us singing to her and she hated her smash cake but she licked a little bit! it was awesome! happy birhtday baby girl! mommy loves you and i love every minute i get to spend with you and your brother! i cant see my life complete without you guys! i cant believbe its been a year baby girl! i remember when you were born me and daddy were so in love! and im still in love! my 6lb baby now your 25!! wow time flies and here some pictures!!

 grandma barbaras present

 piggy tails

 smash cake

 first toms! thanks uncle james and chon

 our princess

 from mom and and brother

melissas present!

10 and 11 months!!! and halloween

i cant believe i didnt post her 10mth or 11mnth!! well well she started walking at 10month and 2 weeks! she still hates baby food and can sometimes eat normal food but has been sick lateley! baby mylie you have grown so big you have the cutest personality! you just love your brother and your mama! your brother is the only one that can make you laugh the hardest! you love books!! your so fasinated with books! you finally took medicine for the first time 10/24/11!!!  you love to smile you still dont like to touch pets but you love them! you stil wake up a few nights and its putting a toll on mommy and daddy!! i just wished you would sleep through the night! i miss you crawling and you have grown so big! you love taking showers with mom or dad! and love tubbies! and you still love your so soft!!

halloween! halloween was so so fun! i want to write this down before i forget ! the last 4 \costumes landon year baby tedding bear year 1 a mummy year 2 optimus prime transformer year 3 iron man year 4 ninja and mylie year baby tinker bell!! landon got so much candy and had so much fun he loves this time a year but he gets really scared over monsters and scary thing and has had bad night mares! your a really tough boy but these things really freak you out! i love my kids and loved spending the times with them, im doing my intern at a pediatrics and its challengeing doing that and work and trying to enjoy time with them