kids and life

Landon- we just registered for kindergard and decided to do a pm class cause he is not a morning person! he is just like daddy. he just finsihed soccer! he is so good at it! im so proud of him!! he is our big boy but he is very mouthy and get very angry we are thinking to do an evaluation for adhd just becaue he cant stop moving and we love him so much but he pushes our  buttons like crazy. he is so mean to his sister but somtimes he can be so great and be a helper i hope they because good firends.

mylie - 16 months old she has gotten so big! she is so sweet and caring but she has her fit throwing moment, she can say tonya,ball,mama,dada,matt,papa,ruff ruff,anttttt ( when she is mad) she claps her hands and tells us she is gonna spank our bums she is so funny like her brother, she loves her aunt tonya! and so does landon, she is the only i feel really confortable babysitting besides grandmas. she still wont sleep through the night, she has to have her milk and her so soft. she is turning in such a girly girly she wants her toes painted, lip gloss on, cute shoes and her haird done. im so happy i got my boy and girl and i still want another one! these kids are getting so big and i love them so much!!! i was so blessed.

 they love bike rides!!

 our socccer player!! he so good at it!

 getting ready to go on our bike ride

st pattys day! (landon woudlnt let me take a pic

 at disney on ice!

bike ride

now about me and matt....... besides boobs were doing great, i have been working at st marks a couple days a week and at joes crab shack at night. we miss each other a lot and but were doing this for the kids so they dont have to go to day care. and about harbor freihg they sent me a letter on 01/28/12 saying they were giving giving me 10000 dollars if i sign a liability so i did and and a month later they sent me a letter saying it was the wrong person so were paying a lawyer 3300 to get our money. because they did fire me for no reason. and i let you kno how the process goes.

boobies day 1

yesterday i got my boobs!! i wasent that nervous!! at 1045 my appointment was set so we went to the salt lake regional center at the that time, i had to save my first pee of the day which was weird but we did it then we filled at paper work and went back to the room at 11 the nurse was great she did my blood pressure and all my vitals and said the ansetiolgist and doctor would be in soon but they didnt show up till noon and i was so hungry!! so finally the ansetiolgist came bacck and gave me numbing shot and put the iv through he missed but refixed it and it was numb and i couldnt feel a thing so that was good, then the doctor came in and explained everything and we talked about fixing the one inverted nipple and puting 450 on my left boob and 475 on my right becaue one boob is bigger then the other but when we got the blue card he put 425 on the right and 500 on my left i cant belive i had such a big difference in boobs. but at noon they took me the surgery room walking and all and put me on this bed that was heated and had was massaging my legs and then straped my legs and arms down and then i felt a cold feeling that he said was gonna relax me and it did and they asked me what size i was going and thats all i remember then i woke up in so much pain so the nurses gave me the medication they could. it hurst so bad but 1:45 the doctor came out and told matt everything went great but i didnt wake up till 3 and they put me in the room i was orginally in and matt had to dress me and then we went into the last room where they gave me pill medciation and it took a while but felt so much better. it felt so much better to walk! and i have been on my percet every 4 hour and sleeping on the couch, i just feel a lot of discontfor and swellon, i have kept ice on them and hopefully the swelling goes away.. it just feels like so much pressure and any sudden movement hurts! and my poor baby girl just wants her mama. my husband is wonderful he has helped me get eveything!! he has been the biggest help and appreciate everything he does! hes amazing!!!! oh and i cant shower till saturday!! AHHH

nana!!

03/28/12
Yesterday was a sad sad day!! matts grandma and the kids nana went to live with jesus! oh how we are going to miss her! she is the sweetest lady i know and loved her grandkids and great grandkids so much!! just two weeks ago we went to disney on ice with her and had so much fun!!! then that saturday she had bleeding in the brain and then two days later she was doing great and then she got phenomia and a uti and thats what killed her, she was getting better then it just took over her body, suzann had a hard to decision but she decided to pull her off life support and 6 hours later she was gone! i made matt go see her as much as possible and to take the kids, she loved our kids so much! mylie was the first girl that they had she she had 4 grandkid boys and one great grandkid boy! we got to spend christmas with her also which was great. im so glad we got that oppurtunity. she alwasy said how cute the kids were! she always wanted to give them there way and loved there kisses and hugs! nana were gonna miss you and love you so much!!! im so happy that i went and made james and matt go see her once i got out of surgery cause a half hour after we left she died!!! and its hard to tell a 5 year old that his nana died, he doesnt understand but i hope he does we just keep telling him that she went to heaven. He really loved her althought sometime he says she looked like a witch but he didnt mean it in a bad way.