landons a first grader!

Im so sad!! its day 2 and I miss my little guy! I cant believe they grow up so fast.... I cried yesterday and now today I just want to go pick him up! mylie misses her brother too! I really didn't think it would be so hard! but he look so good! and Im so proud of him!! im just gonna miss him a lot !

 he looks so good! big 1 st grader

 kindergarden!!

pregnant

so.... figured I better catch up on this thing! so febuary I got my iud taken out cause we were going to try for baby number 3 but not until October of this year... but this child thought he should come a month later.... I was pretty upset that I got pregnant so fast because with mylie it took forever! but then we found out he was a boy on august 1st! kids were so excited, they wanted a boy! I fell in love with him once I saw him! he is so cute! Pregnancy hass been hard! I was really sick at first and tired and now I get lots of pain and ive gained so much weight but I cant wait to see his cute little face! I just hope everything goes ok! I worry about labor and delievery, ive heard stories of women dying during labor and it scares me! I love my kids and would never want them to go on with life without me! I wouldn't want to miss anything ever!! But his due date was January 2nd then the ultra sound said dec 24th! so we will see when he wants to come! I hope he comes beginning of decemeber though!