im feeling pretty lucky

Me and my husband were in the car when we heard this song about driving to heaven and we were thinking how lucky we are, we havent had to lose anyone where really close too! i lost my grandma to alchol and i barley saw her cause she lived in idaho but i use to be really close to her! i wish everyday i would of spent mmore time with her cause now she is gone! but thats the only person really i know that has died! i dont want anyone to die that is close to me i wished we can stay together forever! we can take life for granted! im so gratelful for everything i have! I have alcholism in my family im really scared to get it! my dad is one and i wish everyday he will stop i know my mom complains about him but dont think she would know what to do withhout him! i wouldnt know either althought im not that close! but i really dont want to tell my kids that my dad died from something like that and he is still young!  i hope he wil realize and stop!! went to hobby lobby today! they had some fun stuff im gonna start scrapbookking and try to make baby mylie some bows! she is almost rolling over! she loves her feet! she grabs her feet and trys to roll over! i love it! we tried ceral on her an she hates it! we will try again soon! landon started swimming lessons today!! i hope he does really well!!